bookmark_border05/23/26 – Astrology, Personal Shit & Memes

Text 1: When you’ve been working on your mind and spirit for so long and now the Universe tells you it’s time to work on your physical body

Text 2: Don’t make me run! I’m full of chocolate!

I’ve had this image saved on my phone FOREVER; it’s an alien skull carved in dark Smoky Quartz. The eyes are Labradorite. So cool and mesmerizing, I feel like it’s one of my guides…

It’s really weird when astrologers keep on saying that Sagittarius likes to travel. I don’t like to travel physically but emotionally, mentally & spiritually? Yes.

Text 1: Me looking at the current astrology to confirm my mood swings.

Text 2: Omg I knew it

Text 3: Look at this mess

I am still downloading & organizing my photos from iCloud to Flickr and found old pics of Miri my second cat.

I woke up this morning feeling extremely tired and stressed out about the current state of the world, particularly in the lovely USA. So much that I had to let it out, meaning I had to cry in front of my husband. He knows I NEVER cry as it’s usually the other way around (he’s a double water sign). I literally couldn’t stop the tears flowing – I am SO tired of paying bills when everything is getting more expensive while the orange man gets away with so fucking much. I just got a pay increase recently but now it’s going to the utilities bill and gas for the cars.

I don’t want to repeat all the negative shit going on in politics & economics so I’ll just leave it at that. This is supposed to be my therapy right now.

So yeah, I cried. But not to worry, I am okay. I actually needed that, and I feel better now actually.

If you ever have really strong feelings or emotions that you’ve been bottling up and have been holding inside – it’s better to just let it out whether it’s through writing or crying which is what I did. Just don’t take it out on someone else.

I probably mentioned that I have a lot of Saturn in my long term influences lately; I really think that’s why I’m feeling this way – Saturn opposition natal Moon and Saturn trine natal Sun. Aargh.

I know at the end of the day, I am still blessed. I wake up with a roof over my head, I still have a job and I’m not sick or injured. But I had to get it out at that very moment, as Saturn was pressing on me.

Here is an old card pull from 2019 – IX of Pentacles – self-mastery, attainment, gains. Desire for financial security. Money. Success. Material comfort. Leisure time. Fruitfulness. Cultivation. Self-worth. Well-being. Pleasure. Refinement. Prosperity as a result of past efforts. Solitary affluence. Well-deserved success. (Source: Tarot Plain and Simple by Anthony Louis)

Here is the 9 of Pentacles from the Albano Waite version, along with some other cards pulled from the same deck as well as cards pulled from Sacred Symbols Oracle deck. Surrounded by a Quartz crystal grid with a Selenite on top. I tend to pull the same cards over and over, even though this was from 2019. Even ChatGPT, Grok and Gemini would pull the same cards for me when I had questions. When learning tarot, pay attention to the same cards coming up over and over again – that means something that you should probably pay attention to.

Tuesday May 26, 2026 – we have absolutely nothing to complain about, as we live in the United States. There are unspeakable horrors, corruption and genocide that is happening in other countries.

bookmark_borderFound: Your Moon Sign Shadow in Each Element

I found this on X / Twitter via Observational Astrology and wow it tracks. I’m laughing but also slightly triggered by the Air moon because it’s me (duh) as well as the Water moon because I am married to one:

Fire: Unapologetic/Selfish/Determined/Ruthless and reckless about how they get their needs met. This is the most impulsive/least self-controlled and most “immature” of the Moon-signs. What many do not know: Fire moons are the “Cry-babies” of the zodiac. If anybody’s going to cry or spill the tea, it’s a fire moon. Since their moods are so erratic, there is a constant need for stimulation & activity. The mind is prone to restlessness here. This moon needs to learn how to “ground” and “appreciate stability”. But really? These folks seem like they dont even care about that until it’s too late.

Earth: Rigid, Giga-self-controlled to the point of a bomb that could go off at any moment, but rarely really does. Moon-signs under this element are hyper-critical, judgmental & they are even more selfish than the fire-moons, but they “hide it” aka they are “low-key” selfish and prioritise stability & predictability in their relationships above all else. They cannot stand it when things do not go their way. These ppl need to learn how to “tolerate imperfection” and understand the deeper meaning of “growth” which isn’t always linear. And of course, earth-element needs a lot of “facts” before a commitment. In relationships, these folks appear the most cold & least empathic. Even colder than air & and less tactful than fire. The point (Inner child) gets lost on them easily, so don’t expect too much if you’re dealing with one. This element is “slow” for a reason. Lol

Air: These are the opposite of fire & earth. They DO NOT CARE about their feelings, or anybody else’s for that matter. It’s like needs/feelings/subjective considerations do not exist in their realm. This is by far the most “chaotic” and least predictable of the moon-signs. Because they “think” about how to behave and psycho-analyze everything you do to the point that they miss the actual purpose of a feeling, and they get lost in the delusion that their actions are somehow “objectively justified” as if rationalisations make them stand on a “moral high-ground” above everybody else. Air Moons in my opinion (as a libra moon) are the most narcissistic & pathological/prone to mental-illness of all the moon-signs except Pisces moon (y’all are the most rotten so you get a special mention in this one).

Water: It’s the moon’s own element. These people RESPECT feelings – well, those of others. Not their own. They understand the morality of a situation better than any of the rest. However, their issue is that they can easily “drown” in their feelings, because they often take too long to act. They brood – so they are prone to addictions & distractions. But what they really need is to “talk” about their feelings and share them. If water-moons could “take a clue” from the fire-moons, they wouldn’t have those issues. Unlike Fire – Water is very self-controlled, but only on the surface. Behind it? It’s an unstable mess that is prone to escapism & addiction if it isn’t allowed to get to the surface. Unlike fire – water moons are very mature. They aren’t crybabies at all. If anything: They have a huge problem opening up, cuz once they do, they know that this is one hell of a DAM that most of y’all can’t deal with anyways.

CTTO : Georgios Charpantidis

bookmark_borderThe Occult Goddess of the Internetz

Flexing my creative writing muscles. I felt compelled to write this piece / commentary / poem / whatever you want to call it – but I also wanted a drawing to go along with it.


The Internet Goddess walks among you. She remains anonymous but watches, observes all human computer interaction. She absorbs it all and uses it…

for marketing & advertising purposes.

WTF?

Yup, she is a mirror of you. She is you and you are her. The way you talk, what kind of slang you use, your pains, your gains.

She, we, her, I…

throw it all back at you.

So buy something already. She needs to see some kind of ROI.

I am the occult Internet Goddess. Worship my coding, copywriting, blogging, video editing, web design, graphic design, SEO, marketing skillz…

I am everything. I am nothing. I move freely from desktop computer, to laptop, to tablet, to mobile phone.

I am everywhere and nowhere.

People underestimate the Internet Goddess. She’s not popular, she doesn’t have followers, WTF does she do??

The Internet Goddess puts herself in service to others. In doing that, she thrives.

Egoless, heart centered, she will work hard for you. Sounds like a gimmick, but it’s not.

The Internet Goddess can lure you in with her mind (posts), body (pictures) and soul (likes) if she really wanted to…

but she’s busy, just like you.

You will probably not meet her IRL, but you will know her work online. You will start to recognize that she can assimilate other people’s thoughts, yet retain her own identity…

the identity of nothing.

In being nothing, she can contain everything.

Just like The One Reality.

She’s out there, surfing the internet. Thinking, feeling, posting, typing…

Maybe she’ll text you occasionally, maybe she won’t.

Only a handful know her IRL.

She prefers not to be known.

I am the occult Internet Goddess, and I will live forever…

on your screen.