bookmark_borderDrawing: I H8 U

A fucking mood. I’ve drawn this before but I figured – it’s going to take the same amount of time for me to look for the drawing when I can just redraw it. So yes, it’s Saturday, April 25, 2026 and I still hate you. Forever. Roxy was the biggest hater and I miss her so damn much…


But the truth is:

8/22/26 – When a person you care about consistently disappoints you, eventually you lose your attraction to them. This time, I really hope it’s for good. Thank you for showing me again your true self – the person who only uses people to get what they want then turns around and insults them. I wish you well in life, I really do. Just get your toxic, lame, ugly energy far away from me.

A person who tricks you into taking them back to extract the sexual energy that makes them feel good then turns around and insults you is an addict and a demon. Protect yourself from these energy vampires.

bookmark_borderFound: The Advantages of Being A Woman Artist

Working without the pressure of success.
Not having to be in shows with men.
Having an escape from the art world in your 4 free-lance jobs.
Knowing your career might pick up after you’re eighty.
Being reassured that whatever kind of art you make it will be labeled feminine.
Not being stuck in a tenured teaching position.
Seeing your ideas live on in the work of others.
Having the opportunity to choose between career and motherhood.
Not having to choke on those big cigars or paint in Italian suits.
Having more time to work when your mate dumps you for someone younger.
Being included in revised versions of art history.
Not having to undergo the embarrassment of being called a genius.
Getting your picture in the art magazines wearing a gorilla suit.

A Public Service Message from Guerilla Girls Conscience of the Art World

bookmark_borderFound: Nothing is Original

“Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new films, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows. Select only things to steal from that speak directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authentic.

Authenticity is invaluable; originality is non-existent. And don’t bother concealing your thievery – celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: “It’s not where you take things from – it’s where you take them to.”

– Jim Jarmusch

bookmark_borderFound: How To Feel Miserable As An Artist

How to Feel Miserable as an Artist (or what not to do)

  1. Constantly compare yourself to other artists.
  2. Talk to your family about what you do and expect them to cheer you on.
  3. Base the success of your entire career on one project.
  4. Stick with what you know.
  5. Undervalue your expertise.
  6. Let money dictate what you do.
  7. Bow to societal pressures.
  8. Only do work that your family would love.
  9. Do whatever the client / customer / gallery owner / patron / investor asks.
  10. Set unachievable / overwhelming goals. To be accomplished by tomorrow.

bookmark_borderBest Thing I Found on Twitter Today

And I wish I had thought of it. Except my perverted side is hidden, controlled and professional.

Some more ramblings

Due to my introverted nature, I actually don’t talk all that much. And if I DO talk, it’s because I’m comfortable and we’re friends. Which is why I haven’t conquered the phoneseggs space yet. I’ve taken a few calls, made some money BUT something’s holding me back. And I can’t seem to want to naturally just pickup the phone and talk. Maybe because the callers themselves have expectations? Which puts pressure on me to give them the best experience so they won’t leave a bad review, which in turn lowkey stresses me tf out, which then puts me in freeze mode. At least with cam, I show up and be myself and whoever is there will tip me for what they want. Then it’s over. Also with certain phoneseggs platforms, I have to bid to be seen among hundreds of other listings.

I am stepping out of my comfort zone…soon. Fingers crossed.

bookmark_borderFound: What is a Chakra

When I was practicing crystal healing on people, the way my teacher taught it was to work with their chakras by placing corresponding crystals and stones on the body while also pointing high frequency crystals such as Quartz on these chakra / acupuncture points on the body – thus facilitating healing energy.

Chakra is a Sanskrit word meaning ‘wheel’ or ‘disc’. They are spinning energy centers in the body which process subtle energy and convert it into chemical hormonal and cellular changes in the body.

Each of the chakra relates to different levels of consciousness, developmental stages of life, emotions, thoughts, colors, sounds, body functions and much more. In order to bring more harmony to our entire system, subtle energy healing and/or vibrational medicine tries to assist the individual in bringing the chakras into balance when they are blocked or overactive.

There appear to be seven major chakras, each associated with a major nerve plexus and a major endocrine gland. They are situated in a vertical line ascending from the base of the spine to the head.

The lowest, called the root chakra, is near the coccyx.
The second is located near the spleen.
The third or solar plexus chakra lies in the upper middle abdomen below the tip of the sternum.
The fourth, also known as the heart chakra, can be found in the midsternal region directly over the heart and thymus gland.
The fifth or throat chakra is situated in the neck near the Adam’s apple.
The sixth or brow chakra is in the region of the mid-forehead and
the seventh or crown chakra is located on top of the head.