Well here is my first real attempt at creating an avatar for myself. I’ve been lazy about starting but also picky because sure – I COULD pay someone else to create an avatar or character of me but then they might not capture the true essence of me. I definitely want to look more anime but I’m also happy with the results here. Anyways, hope to post more soon and get into rigging! Yay.
Saturday 7/25/26:
saw this on Twitter from @eroticacid and it blew my mind: marriage is the 7th house, but MARRIAGE marriage is the 12th house.
What in the actual fuck. So if my Venus is in someone’s 12th house, does that mean I’m secretly married to them, subconsciously/unconsciously?
So I asked Google: what does having Venus in someone’s 12th house indicate?
And I wish I had thought of it. Except my perverted side is hidden, controlled and professional.
Due to my introverted nature, I actually don’t talk all that much. And if I DO talk, it’s because I’m comfortable and we’re friends. Which is why I haven’t conquered the phoneseggs space yet. I’ve taken a few calls, made some money BUT something’s holding me back. And I can’t seem to want to naturally just pickup the phone and talk. Maybe because the callers themselves have expectations? Which puts pressure on me to give them the best experience so they won’t leave a bad review, which in turn lowkey stresses me tf out, which then puts me in freeze mode. At least with cam, I show up and be myself and whoever is there will tip me for what they want. Then it’s over. Also with certain phoneseggs platforms, I have to bid to be seen among hundreds of other listings.
I am stepping out of my comfort zone…soon. Fingers crossed.
Whenever I catch myself scrolling my socials for no reason, I make myself stop especially on Twitter lately. It’s been information overload.
Creating animated gifs is a meditation in itself; there are endless ways to make this however you want. I had to stop working on it because I could change the colors and gradients or add more frames to this for HOURS. You really do lose track of time when creating something fun and I miss doing that.
These two emojis are power symbols to me. Today on Jupiter day (the planet of expansion, faith and good luck) we can repeat this simple sentence to ourselves:
Money flows to me easily and effortlessly.
All my needs and desires are met before I even ask.
Yes, money is a construct just like time. And yet on this plane, we are all slaves to it – time and money.
The things that I’m writing down here are just notes and stuff that I am observing and learning from…all based on my own experience.
I still hella read and learn a lot from reading books and taking classes but at some point, your own experience will start to take over and have more weight.
Healing is already taking place when the person is willing to come and try out a session. Your intention to come for a healing is just as important and plays a part in the process. If the person changes their mind & decides not to come, you have to be patient and not get irritated; some people are just not ready and will definitely cancel on you. Give them time.
Every person is on a different spiritual level; similiar to levels of kindergarten, elementary, junior high, high school, college, etc. Don’t judge them based on their level, as you were once there.
Again, Western medicine will say it’s all a ‘placebo’. But what most don’t consider is that just because we don’t see it doesn’t mean it’s NOT happening. This is the main premise of energy work – you don’t see it but it’s definitely happening.
I’ve only done a few crystal therapy sessions and I can immediately sense that something’s different. A client of mine brought their husband to the house and even he (having no knowledge of crystal therapy) noticed that something was different about his wife.
I’m not writing this to convince anyone to try it, but if you’re feeling anxious, stressed out, tired and life isn’t exactly going the way you want it to, a crystal therapy session could only benefit you.
We – you, me, spirit and the crystals & stones – are all working together on the invisible parts of you. Your aura – the human energy field that surrounds you – contains physical, emotional, mental and spiritual information.
The energy worker doesn’t have to see auras – the healer will ask you about your life and current issues that you want to work on, then uses a pendulum to assess how your chakras, or energy centers are spinning. However the pendulum spins around the chakra is usually an accurate reflection of what the person was saying they need help with.
Even if you have nothing to say…
create something everyday.
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Summer sucks and I’m hating it already. I am dreading the utility bill. But we must find something to be grateful for even if the world is falling apart and the cost of living keeps going up. People often say that they’d rather be broke in California than live anywhere else and I have to agree. I must create beautiful things that soothe my soul and keep me from going insane. If you know me – I wear all black and gray everyday; you would never suspect me drawing cute bunnies and using neon pink, orange and purple highlighters but that’s what I do, I definitely have a rainbow soul Create something and see what your mood is today. If you feel like sharing it with me, email me a photo of your creation: savethesavages6@gmail.com
Old marker drawing from 2019, why didn’t I date and sign this one? This was shot with an iPhone 6 – best phone camera ever imo.
Just wanted to start my morning to some heavy doom riffs. Back to work tomorrow.
Once you level up in your spiritual practice, you’ll come up with your own prayer. This one is Reiki based. I like this one the most because it includes levels of Self – the lower, middle, and higher self as well as the past, present, future, and parallel Self. Remember, you are the universe experiencing Itself. You are an Energy that never dies, which is why I highly believe in reincarnation. You are the human avatar through which the Universe gets to live and experience many, many lives.
I think this invocation covers all beings – living and non-living. Feel free to use it for yourself and add other beings that you personally pray to.
Vintage Oswald “Always Lucky” pin
