My 49 year spiritual journey on earth has been made up of conspiracy theories, pop culture entertainment and watching movies. A little bit of everything. I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Movies to watch:
Donnie Darko
Stargate
They Live
Transcendence
Monday: 10 of Swords again – I pulled this card last Monday so it must be important. Endings which lead to new beginnings, again and again.
Tuesday: 6 The Lovers – Irl, true love means you stick it out with someone through the good times and especially the bad. You learn to love and appreciate them through time and commitment. There is also an unbroken trust that is built over time. It cannot be destroyed.
Wednesday: 14 Temperance – over time, you will learn to balance it all out; what you need, what other people need from you, what life demands you become, etc.
Thursday: 8 of Pentacles – continue to get better at whatever you’re doing; quietly building the skills you need to adapt in this economy.
Friday: 7 of Pentacles – some things take time to grow, like long term investments. Have patience or learn to develop it. If anything, as long as you’re putting money and actually buying stocks regularly, best to forget about it. For me it’s “I am a tree who’s growing $1,888,888 or more, now or in retirement”
Saturday: 10 of Wands – You’re doing too much creatively and it’s time to let go of the ideas you’re not really into all that much. Rest up because you’ll start it up again.
11:11 am // 4:44pm
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Monday: 4 of Wands – it’s nice to have a creative and stable job. Could also mean your finances / resources are in a good place right now. Find something to be grateful for.
Tuesday: 1 The Magician – what will the magician do next? You have everything you need to succeed, trust in your magical power.
Wednesday: 15 The Devil – I feel far away from the devil at the moment. But he always wants to remind me that he’s there if I ever want to indulge.
Thursday: Page of Swords – you’re learning to sharpen your mind. Or perhaps you’ll encounter someone young with a sharp wit.
Friday: 18 The Star – something ethereal to look forward to.
Saturday: 2 of Cups – meeting someone who is a mirror of you.
I’ll be back to edit these interpretations more as I move along the week.
10/20/26: I woke up thinking about you, wondering why you had to leave so abruptly.
11/27/25: Missing you a lot today and bumping this photo up just because.
08/07/25: Update because it was your earth birthday 5 days ago. I remembered yesterday then posted on IG today. I was scrolling for a while on my phone, looking for a pic of you. It was the one of you driving the Suburban I’m pretty sure. I fucking miss you. Do you ever hear me talking to you sometimes?
10/22/24: Bumping this up just because. We miss you.
7/28/24: It’s that time of the year where I reminisce about you. You were already on my mind before that but knowing your earthly birthday is coming up made me want to go through photos and post something.
I’ll probably come back and edit this post but for now, I just wanted to see your face.🐰
Was looking for something in my old Gmail account when I stumbled upon this old illustration from 2006. The chubby Sherm bunny was my signature character during my graffiti painting days. He’s blinged out and drinking a 40, while the squirrel is smoking a pipe, the crow above snagged a cig and the racoon is chewing bubble gum. This was a social commentary about the current state of the world at that time – how humans leave trash everywhere they go.
Do you think anything has changed?
I know I said it – I was going to draw for myself and Roxy because it was our thing and I still want to but so far it’s not happening. I’m not going to beat myself up for it because I’m an adult who has to work a 9 to 5 for a living wage. By the time I get home from work I still have to clean up after my 2 cats, eat, wash dishes, shower and spend a little time with my husband. I’m not complaining, it is what it is.
These cards were pulled in between the Solar Eclipse and the Lunar Eclipse. I’m going to keep editing this as I receive more downloads:
Card 1: VIII of Swords – Sometimes we stay in situations longer than we should; the seal is clearly smiling even though it is bound and can leave at anytime. It’s more comforting to stay in mental bondage than to see what else is out there.
Card 2: Ace of Wands – Force of the element of fire. New experiences, creative ideas. Some kind of new inspiration that will lead to action, confidence, enthusiasm. Drive. Sexual passion. An exciting opportunity.
Card 3: VIII of Wands – A positive card. There’s momentum in whatever you’re doing. Could also mean that your goals could come to fruition in 8 days, 8 weeks or 8 months.
Card 4: XVIII The Moon – Deep instinctual forces. Self-deception.
Your intuition, feelings, dreams and illusions will be amplified around this time.
Card 5: X of Pentacles – How blessed and lucky are you to have a family that supports you and a place to call home. It may not be the family you grew up with but the family you created or married into. Comfort. Money, wealth, financial security. Success. Security. Stability. Responsibility. Prosperity. Legacy.
Card 6: X The Wheel of Fortune – The Wheel of Fortune is always turning, just like the earth, the sun, the moon and the planets are in constant motion. What will happen next? Stay open to possibilities. This is a good luck card. Karma, fate, destiny, progress, a lucky break.
Card 7: IV of Pentacles – This card comes up for me a lot. I think it’s because it’s related to money and resources. At the moment, I am neutral about it.
Card 8: IX of Pentacles – This card comes up a lot for me as well – a woman in solitary enjoyment of the finer things in life as she surveys her garden. She is reaping the benefit of the wise use of her talents and resources. She is alone and at peace with herself and her surroundings. She is in control of her thinking and of her destiny. The card of self-mastery, self-reliance.
Card 9: 4 of Wands – A well-deserved rest. Contentment. Blessings. Harmony. A happy and secure home.
The overall message that I’m getting from these cards is that my finances, material wealth, and well being are in good order. Keep doing what you’re doing.
Reference: Tarot Plain and Simple by Anthony Louis
But I like the logo I guess…
Well, she’s walkin’ through the clouds
With a circus mind that’s running ’round
Butterflies and zebras and moonbeams
And her fairy tales
That’s all she ever thinks about
Ridin’ with the wind
When I’m sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles she gives to me free
“It’s alright,” she said, “it’s alright
Take anything you want from me
Anything
Anything”
Fly on, little wing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, little wing
A fucking mood. I’ve drawn this before but I figured – it’s going to take the same amount of time for me to look for the drawing when I can just redraw it. So yes, it’s Saturday, April 25, 2026 and I still hate you. Forever. Roxy was the biggest hater (for legit reasons) and I miss her so damn much…
But the truth is:
Not sure what’s going to happen during these eclipses, as I’ve already been dealing with Pluto and Venus a lot in my own horoscope. I mean, what else could happen?
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