bookmark_borderA Bob’s Burgers VDay Card – IYKYK

A lot of people asked me when I used to paint – why tf did I pick the name “SHERM”? Do you smoke it??

The truth is, I had a homie that wrote “SHROOM”. At the time we were just young, dumb little taggers and into drugs (mostly weed, acid and shrooms lol). I never did sherm though, I didn’t even know what it was until much later on (it’s a marijuana joint laced with PCP). The only reason I started writing “SHERM” was because it sounded cool and the letters really flow together whether I wrote it, tagged it, or painted the letters in spraypaint – they just went really well together.

So yeah…that’s it. That’s the big secret. Honestly hated that name after a while, but I don’t regret painting it.

Edit: oh btw, if you’re thinking about talking shit to me about “stealing my name or whatever” – take the name, IRDGAF. I’m just an old lady now reminiscing about it.

bookmark_borderBecome a Ghost, Fuck Attention

Dec 28, 2025: I’m going to ghost even harder for 2026…or maybe do the opposite? Anything goes at this point, amirite? If you are reading this — may you have love, money, magick, health, wealth and success on your own terms. May you be free from suffering. And so it is. Blessed be.


July 18, 2025: I have shapeshifted into another NSFW online persona. IYKYK. Stay occult, stay mysterious. Not everyone is meant to be seen or known right away. I know now that this is how I prefer to exist online. Fire and Air.


Sept 18, 2024: Still living by these words. Playing another character in this game called Life so we can continue to live where we live.


It’s February 2023 and I’m getting closer to living by these words. I pretty much can’t stand Instagram anymore. I feel like, if I’m going to waste that many hours online I might as well get paid for it.


July 2021: I posted this last year; except for the hustle part, this quote is still true for me so I’m bumping it up. I really don’t have a whole lot to say these days. The internet is weird so it’s better to move in silence…

I will say this though – it’s Leo season and I miss my favorite Leo: Roxy.


December 7, 2020: Even though social media is a big part of my day job (used to be), I’m not a fan of it as much these days. If you follow me on ANY of my Instagrams then you know I’m also not very consistent with any of them anymore. My internet life has gotten a lot quieter and I actually don’t mind. I think when I got suspended on Twitter in August 2020 (and it was for good btw, even though Twitter said in an email that I didn’t actually commit any violations ((ok, then wtf))), it gave me time to really think about what it is I enjoy doing.

And right now, social media annoys tf outta me, I find that I need more frequent breaks from it. I don’t have the same attention span. Which is why I haven’t been posting as much. It’s not directed towards anyone in particular either, I still scroll daily but not as much.

Also, since the top social media platforms have been heavy handed with the censorship, it’s pointless for me to promote anything adult. So in some ways, it’s pointless to post on social media.

I really like writing and meditation. And yes, even blogging (I still hate that word). It gives me time to hear myself instead of hearing everyone on Instagram or Twitter.

So yeah, I found this on Ice-T’s Instagram. It says:

Become a ghost.

Fuck attention. Just hustle.

p.s. I miss my ghost friend, Roxy???? – she loved to blog.

bookmark_borderThe Houses in Astrology

Explain to me in plain terms what the houses represent in astrology


Great question 🌟 — let me explain the houses as simply and clearly as possible. Think of the 12 houses in astrology as 12 different rooms in your life. Each house represents a different area of experience. The planets and signs that fall into those houses show how you experience those areas.


🏠 The 12 Houses in Plain Terms

  1. 1st House – Self & Identity
    The mask you wear, your body, how you meet the world.
    (Your Ascendant/Rising is here — your first impression energy.)

  2. 2nd House – Money & Values
    Finances, possessions, what you find valuable, your self-worth.

  3. 3rd House – Communication & Learning
    How you speak, write, think, siblings, short trips, early learning.

  4. 4th House – Home & Family
    Your roots, family of origin, home life, emotional foundation.

  5. 5th House – Pleasure & Creativity
    Romance, fun, children, hobbies, art, creativity, play.

  6. 6th House – Work & Health
    Daily routines, job environment, health habits, service to others.

  7. 7th House – Relationships
    Partnerships (romantic, business), marriage, one-to-one bonds.

  8. 8th House – Shared Resources & Transformation
    Sex, intimacy, other people’s money, inheritance, deep change, power, rebirth.

  9. 9th House – Exploration & Beliefs
    Travel, philosophy, higher education, spirituality, worldview.

  10. 10th House – Career & Public Life
    Your reputation, ambitions, career path, what you’re known for.
    (Your Midheaven is here — your “public mask.”)

  11. 11th House – Community & Future
    Friends, groups, networks, goals, the vision of your future.

  12. 12th House – The Unseen & Spirituality
    Dreams, intuition, solitude, secrets, subconscious, endings, hidden strengths.


✨ Easy Analogy

Imagine life is a house with 12 rooms:

  • Planets are the furniture and people in each room.

  • Signs are the style or vibe of each room.

  • Houses are the function of the room (kitchen vs bedroom vs office).

So for example: Mars in your 7th house → Mars (drive, fire, desire) shows up in the “room” of partnerships → you’re fiery, assertive, or dominant in one-to-one relationships.


Would you like me to go one step further and map your own chart’s planets into this “12 rooms” analogy so you can see how your life-house setup looks in plain terms?

bookmark_borderMeme Dump #5

7/22/25 – Found another meme from the archives with Ozzy (RIP) in it. And yes, this is still relevant to my life.


From August 16, 2020:

Hearing myself talk outloud about the occult, magic, metaphysics, witchcraft and astrology:

What the fuck am I talking about.

Image description: photo of Ozzy Osbourne with subtitles “What the fuck am I talking about.” I’m guessing it’s from The Osbournes.

bookmark_borderMeme Dump #4

Sat 9/19/26 – Once again I feel bored with everything and everyone, which is why I don’t get on cam as much these days…I don’t know how to pretend that I’m excited as they are to see me. It’s crazy to me that they still come back even though I’m absolutely bored of them. Or maybe they don’t know because they’re so horny? That’s the one trait about Sagittarius that I kinda hate – we.just.can’t.lie. We’re too blunt to the point where it actually hurts other people’s feelings and I’m trying to tone it down because money is tight. I need to be nice to these guys who only want my body or I’m not gonna make ANY money. But damn, being sexy for these guys is so boring to me lately and I’m not feeling it. Is it me or is it because of Virgo season? Maybe because I’m aging and my libido isn’t what it used to be. Earth energy tends to slow things down. The word that’s been showing up in my mind is indolent – having or showing a disposition to avoid exertion; slothful.

bookmark_borderReminiscing Over An Old Identity

This video was filmed 13 years ago – the year was 2011, when I was still painting graffiti. I was pretty chunky too, haha. I like how my piece came out btw. Oh and the comments are funny now that I look back at it; I actually avoided reading them for a long time because feelings or whatever or even watching the video because of my weight. Of course most guys always have something gross to say.

Time is so wild.

Painted with WINK and Angel179 for Art Primo.

bookmark_borderWhen You’re Sick and Tired of All the Motivational Quotes…

The internet is becoming a wasteland, isn’t it? You’ve probably heard every single inspirational, motivational quote out there. I’m sure we ALL have. It makes you roll your eyes or make that puking face, doesn’t it?

The meme says:

It’s never too late to start believing in yourself.

Vlad the Impaler didn’t even start impaling people until his mid-30s.

*Also, don’t get me wrong. I love getting motivated and inspired, we all need it. I just don’t wanna hear it or see it ALL the time.

bookmark_borderThey’re Ghosts

I know I keep saying this but STS will fade out, eventually. It’s just a matter of WHEN.

I am not in the sharing mindset right now. I just want to be a ghost and wander around unnoticed.

There’s a lot of Saturn / Uranus influence in my long-term horoscope. Like part of me wants to preserve what I already have (Saturn), the other part of me wants to break away from it all and start over again (Uranus). I want to save for retirement/old age (Saturn) but at the same time I really want to take a year off from working (Uranus). These two ideas have been pushing back and forth in my psyche a whole lot lately; it’s maddening I tell you when transiting Saturn is in a strong square with my natal Uranus!

Oh look it’s me :/

I do have a semi-random thought that I DO want to share:

There’s a part of me that wishes to save all the hoes. Yes, you read that right. I really wish I could provide a safe, ethical working space for sex workers – strippers, dancers, entertainers, etc. No matter how much we talk about them now, they still get treated like crap unfortunately. Of course I know nothing about the business of running a strip club whatsoever but from what I’ve observed online, the people who run these joints are for the most part sleazy and not ethical. It sucks to read this because there’s tons of sex workers who love what they do – they want to be safe and get paid fairly just like the rest of us.