Sat 9/19/26 – Once again I feel bored with everything and everyone, which is why I don’t get on cam as much these days…I don’t know how to pretend that I’m excited as they are to see me. It’s crazy to me that they still come back even though I’m absolutely bored of them. Or maybe they don’t know because they’re so horny? That’s the one trait about Sagittarius that I kinda hate – we.just.can’t.lie. We’re too blunt to the point where it actually hurts other people’s feelings and I’m trying to tone it down because money is tight. I need to be nice to these guys who only want my body or I’m not gonna make ANY money. But damn, being sexy for these guys is so boring to me lately and I’m not feeling it. Is it me or is it because of Virgo season? Maybe because I’m aging and my libido isn’t what it used to be. Earth energy tends to slow things down. The word that’s been showing up in my mind is indolent – having or showing a disposition to avoid exertion; slothful.