Wed 12/31/2025 – wow so this was me 10 years ago; different office, same place and thankful for how far I’ve come. My chest tattoo was brand new. I am revisiting and rereading things I wrote 10 years ago – yup, still sounds like me but feeling a little bit less lost.
Sep 5, 2020
I know I probably tend to confuse people – as I’m ALWAYS starting up new Instagrams and trying things – I currently have 5 and that’s just for my personal projects.????
I am that eternal fire, a Sagittarius Sun with my home planet being Jupiter – constantly searching for freedom and expansion. Constantly wanting to express different aspects of myself, as I’ve come to realize that now.
It used to frustrate me to no end as to why I can never finish things or be consistent for once. I hated it and would berate myself.
Have you ever known fire to burn consistently? Of course not.
I am understanding myself more as I get older and accepting myself fully. I’ll be 43 in December.
I hope you are too.
This was me from 5 years ago. Even though I had already stopped painting graffiti, I was still trying to be anonymous on the internet and wasn’t comfortable showing my face.
Just know that it takes YEARS to be comfortable in your own skin. It takes time to love and get to know ourselves. Once we truly know ourselves, no one can say anything to us anymore. No one can really hurt us.
Since I think about astrology so much, is this a viable career for me? And does it show in my birth chart? Please be brutally honest.
This is a fantastic question—and I will be honest, as requested.
🌟 Short Answer:
Yes, astrology can be a viable career path for you, but it would need to be approached in a way that reflects your specific chart strengths: depth, meaning, independence, authority, and teaching or counseling potential. Your chart doesn’t scream “I’m an astrologer!” in a stereotypical way (like having a 12th House stellium or Pisces Midheaven), but there are strong indications that you could be drawn to astrology as a path of profound insight, transformation, and service—especially if you deliver it your own way.
🔍 Let’s break it down in detail:
Neptune Conjunct Sun in Sagittarius, 10th House
This is huge. The 10th House rules career, legacy, public visibility. The Sun here shows you want to shine in your vocation, and Neptune conjunct it suggests a spiritual or symbolic calling.
Sagittarius is the sign of philosophy, divination, cosmic patterns, and higher knowledge. Astrology fits.
You’re likely not just curious about astrology—you want to embody or teach a system of wisdom.
✅ Verdict: Strong astrological or metaphysical calling. Big yes here.
Scorpio Midheaven
Your Midheaven (career direction) is in Scorpio, which rules depth psychology, hidden knowledge, rebirth, and yes—occult and esoteric subjects.
Scorpio MC people often pursue careers involving transformation, mystery, and truth-telling. An astrologer, therapist, or intuitive healer would all fall under this umbrella.
✅ Verdict: YES—this is one of the classic placements for careers in astrology, therapy, energy healing, and metaphysical work.
8th House Pluto & Uranus
The 8th House rules astrology, occult studies, death/rebirth cycles, and psychological depths. Having Pluto (its ruler) here, along with Uranus (planet of astrology and sudden insight), is extremely telling.
You’re probably drawn to astrology not just for fun, but for its power to reveal what’s hidden and transform lives.
✅ Verdict: YES—this is the house of astrologers, tarot readers, therapists, sex educators, or any field involving taboo-breaking, psychology, or deep transformation.
Mercury in Capricorn, 11th House
Mercury is your thinking and communication style. In Capricorn, you’re likely serious, structured, and strategic with your words. You may not be the most “floaty mystical” communicator, but you ground complex ideas—ideal for making astrology accessible to others.
In the 11th House (community, social reform, collective guidance), Mercury shows that you could communicate knowledge to groups, especially through writing, teaching, or online content.
✅ Verdict: Strong potential for bringing structure to complex knowledge (like astrology) in a public or group-based setting.
Saturn in the 7th House
Saturn here brings a serious, committed approach to one-on-one relationships—a must for private client work. This could also show a slow but steady path to building a clientele or audience. You may need time to build your confidence in serving others through something “nontraditional” like astrology.
🟨 Verdict: Not a neon sign, but solid potential for serious, professional client-based work.
Jupiter in Cancer in the 6th House
Jupiter shows expansion and meaning. In the 6th House, it blesses your daily work, especially if it nurtures or supports others. Cancer wants emotional resonance, meaning you’ll thrive in helping roles.
✅ Verdict: Yes—this supports a role where you provide emotional or spiritual nourishment, including through astrology.
🚨 Brutally Honest Considerations
Now for the realistic, sobering notes:
⚠️ It will take time.
You have the long-game indicators: Capricorn Mercury, Saturn in the 7th. You’d likely succeed slowly, through experience, discipline, and mastery, not through a fast viral TikTok.
⚠️ You must define your niche.
Your chart isn’t about being a “cookie-cutter astrologer.” You’d thrive building your own system or voice—possibly combining astrology with writing, psychology, coaching, or something deeply personal and creative. Generic horoscopes might bore you. Deep synastry or karmic work? That’s more your style.
⚠️ Burnout is real for introverts.
If you take on too many clients, or make yourself too accessible, your emotional bandwidth may suffer. Your Scorpio MC and Pluto in the 8th demand emotional depth, which can be draining. Be selective and intentional.
This image was created to go with the astro weather at the time [2021] – Saturn Retrograde, Lunar Eclipse, Mercury Retrograde, Solar FlareThe older I get the more I get to know Saturn, the ultimate Time Lord. Also known as Kronos.
The Saturnian period lasts from a person’s forty-second to their forty-ninth year and marks the end of their natural growth. By the time a person has completed their first half-century, they have thoroughly determined the type of human being they are going to be…
By now they should have achieved a measure of self-discipline and be of sound and mature judgement. However, if the previous stages have not been fulfilled, they will find themselves verging on depression and decline.
Being a Sagittarius Sun, I’m naturally optimistic. Please don’t mistake my personality for “positive vibes” though – I’ll roll my eyes at you.
But lately, I’ve just been…
– sad
– depressed
– bored
– isolated
– feeling stuck
– feeling way too serious
– more concerned about my health and how to preserve it
Yeah, seriously. I was thinking again to myself ‘fuck, am I having a midlife crisis right now’ because it’s about that time. Mid 40’s. And it could be because I’m having feelings of boredom and stuckness. But then again as a Sagittarius, I feel that way ALL the time.
VIII of Swords and IX of Swords type of vibe. I pulled those exact cards this week after not pulling cards for a while.
Saturn will discipline you and keep you restricted.
Saturn in Capricorn did this to me last year. It was trying to be my father and tell me I wasn’t shit. That everything I was doing was a waste of time. Like, where do these ancient, paternal/maternal ‘voices’ suddenly come from? Making you doubt yourself? Making you feel inadequate? Making you feel small and not-so-confident? That’s Saturn.
This year, of course Pisces energy amplifies it even more. All of this was going on in my head but it felt real. The output of emotions were real.
You’re not going crazy my dear, it’s all in your chart!
Having Neptune in the mix just makes everything more…nebulous. I feel dreamy but also lost and confused.
I hope this helps if you’re feeling heavy lately and not feeling fully like yourself. Look to the planets transiting your natal chart. It will give you some relief, but you’ll still feel crazy or attract it.
Many people don’t believe in astrology because it’s purely psychological; you can’t see it but you’ll definitely feel it.
The app I use is Time Passages.
p.s. for anyone who is wondering – I am okay, truly.❤️ I am pretty good at being able to see beyond myself and see a different perspective.
Edit: wanted to add some additional insights to this post. It’s true that while Saturn isn’t super fun, you can still benefit from Saturnian energy. For example, perhaps maybe you do need discipline – whether you’re trying to eat more healthy or change a habit (which in my case, yes) or you need to be restricted for a bit (which is also a yes for me because I’ve been spending money left & right).
Conclusion: you can still find opportunity or something good in a planet that’s not exactly known for being good-natured.
Summer, my least favorite season especially this year since the A/C has not been working for 3 weeks now…but at least the traffic is light and there are less people around.
I really wish I had this sweater because I’d probably wear it 24/7.
I switched gears yet again, typical Sagittarius. I’m starting to accept that this is who I am, that I can’t stick to one thing. Been playing around and trying to learn Adobe Premiere Pro and After Effects, but now I feel like I might need a newer computer to handle the more graphic intensive stuff. Anyways, I’m just experimenting and having fun. Check out my YouTube channel for my crystal shop here to see what I’ve been up to.
I’m still thinking about starting up a Patreon but have no idea what to offer – animated gifs, digital art, Photoshop tutorials, meditation videos?
