7/22/25 – Found another meme from the archives with Ozzy (RIP) in it. And yes, this is still relevant to my life.
From August 16, 2020:
Image description: photo of Ozzy Osbourne with subtitles “What the fuck am I talking about.” I’m guessing it’s from The Osbournes.
Sat 9/19/26 – Once again I feel bored with everything and everyone, which is why I don’t get on cam as much these days…I don’t know how to pretend that I’m excited as they are to see me. It’s crazy to me that they still come back even though I’m absolutely bored of them. Or maybe they don’t know because they’re so horny? That’s the one trait about Sagittarius that I kinda hate – we.just.can’t.lie. We’re too blunt to the point where it actually hurts other people’s feelings and I’m trying to tone it down because money is tight. I need to be nice to these guys who only want my body or I’m not gonna make ANY money. But damn, being sexy for these guys is so boring to me lately and I’m not feeling it. Is it me or is it because of Virgo season? Maybe because I’m aging and my libido isn’t what it used to be. Earth energy tends to slow things down. The word that’s been showing up in my mind is indolent – having or showing a disposition to avoid exertion; slothful.
Everyone’s just coping with life these days, aren’t they?
Nothing’s in our control anyways, we’re just doing our best, doom scrolling and waiting to die….
The internet is becoming a wasteland, isn’t it? You’ve probably heard every single inspirational, motivational quote out there. I’m sure we ALL have. It makes you roll your eyes or make that puking face, doesn’t it?
The meme says:
It’s never too late to start believing in yourself.
Vlad the Impaler didn’t even start impaling people until his mid-30s.
*Also, don’t get me wrong. I love getting motivated and inspired, we all need it. I just don’t wanna hear it or see it ALL the time.
I know I keep saying this but STS will fade out, eventually. It’s just a matter of WHEN.
I am not in the sharing mindset right now. I just want to be a ghost and wander around unnoticed.
There’s a lot of Saturn / Uranus influence in my long-term horoscope. Like part of me wants to preserve what I already have (Saturn), the other part of me wants to break away from it all and start over again (Uranus). I want to save for retirement/old age (Saturn) but at the same time I really want to take a year off from working (Uranus). These two ideas have been pushing back and forth in my psyche a whole lot lately; it’s maddening I tell you when transiting Saturn is in a strong square with my natal Uranus!
I do have a semi-random thought that I DO want to share:
There’s a part of me that wishes to save all the hoes. Yes, you read that right. I really wish I could provide a safe, ethical working space for sex workers – strippers, dancers, entertainers, etc. No matter how much we talk about them now, they still get treated like crap unfortunately. Of course I know nothing about the business of running a strip club whatsoever but from what I’ve observed online, the people who run these joints are for the most part sleazy and not ethical. It sucks to read this because there’s tons of sex workers who love what they do – they want to be safe and get paid fairly just like the rest of us.
Too hood for the nerds
&
Too weird for the thugs
Literally all of us.
I’m highly skilled in Photoshop yet I’m too lazy to make my own damn memes. Why tho?
The meme says:
This might be my favorite meme of all time. I LOL every time because I see myself in it A LOT.
Questions to think about today is: where is Mars in your natal chart? What sign and house is it in? And how does it play out in your life?
For me, Mars is in Leo in the 7th house (Whole Signs). In Placidus, it’s in the 6th house. Still don’t know what that fully means, I only understand the basics of it.
Mars – the planet of assertive (sometimes aggressive) actions & desires
Leo – a fixed fire sign; known to persevere in their actions. The word I’m actually looking for is loyalty.
7th house – the area where relationships and partnerships are concerned.
So then you combine or synthesize the three aspects together to create a statement that makes sense to the person.
For me, I interpret this as someone who is assertive and usually gets what they want when it comes to relationships; this could be in marriage or general partnerships. They also tend to last in the relationship (loyalty) so long as there is passion, fun, creativity, excitement.
*As I write this I can’t help but think of Roxy, my one Leo friend.???? I seriously miss that girl.
You look really beautiful today
Thanks…I love compliments about my flesh prison
Image description: photo of an old (Victorian?) painting. A man is offering flowers to a woman sitting on a stone bench. Her head is turned away, she seems indifferent.
It says:
You cannot be a snack with stretch marks
Someone then posts a pic of an Oatmeal Creme Pie from Little Debbie.
Edit 9/5/20: I wish Roxy was here, I’m pretty sure she’d be laughing with me then show off her stretch marks.
