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bookmark_border7/25/26 – Notes on Astrology

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Friday 10/9/26:
Trippy…this happened to me 2 weeks ago except this was the very first time I ever dreamed about them. And my Venus is in their 12th house:

if you have repeated dreams of someone & they keep popping up in your dreams, this is usually a sign that they’re thinking of you or they’re trying to get your attention, this ESPECIALLY applies if you’ve recently cut them off, blocked them, or distanced yourself from them. this especially applies to people with planets in their 12th house too. @shawtyastrology

When their Venus appears in your:

9th house – They may expand your horizons, or be a travel buddy. (their Venus in my 9th house)
12th house – You may share a deep & almost unspoken bond. (my Venus in their 12th house)

This is from TimePassagesApp on Instagram

Saw this on Instagram and I had to share it:
At least once in a lifetime, you’ll find someone with whom you have intense chemistry, but it’s important to know that you cannot be with them. Hope this helps. That’s the 8th and 12th house blessing and curse. @vedanshastro

Friday 8/28/26:

I don’t know why women are doing this trend where they put their faces in a reel and add astro placements but this one caught my eye simply because again – 2 of those placements I have with someone. 1 placement I have with my husband. Both are quite intimate.

Saturday 8/8/26:

How I feel about the second arrow situationship: skullfucked because no matter what or how long, I can’t get them out of my mind. So it’s almost like we’re married. Fuck.

So the first arrow is me and my husband, I am the Mars in Leo person. The second arrow has been an ongoing online situationship where we are both Sagittarius suns but the other has Moon in Gemini. That’s fuckin trippy and I don’t know what to do about it. But also, what if you have both placements…does that mean you’re married to yourself? Lol.

Saturday 7/25/26:

saw this on Twitter from @eroticacid and it blew my mind: marriage is the 7th house, but MARRIAGE marriage is the 12th house.

What in the actual fuck. So if my Venus is in someone’s 12th house, does that mean I’m secretly married to them, subconsciously/unconsciously?

So I asked Google: what does having Venus in someone’s 12th house indicate?

Having Venus in the 12th house indicates a deeply private, romantic, and spiritual approach to love, featuring hidden feelings, a need for solitude, and karmic connections. The 12th house rules the subconscious, the unseen, and isolation, while Venus rules love, beauty, and value.

Love and Relationships

  • Secret or unrequited love: Feelings may be kept hidden, unexpressed, or tangled in secret, long-distance, or complicated situations.
  • Karmic bonds: Strong attraction to past-life connections or people from very different cultural backgrounds.
  • Idealistic heart: A tendency to dream of a perfect, unconditional love that can lead to disappointment when faced with everyday reality.

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Wed 10/28/26 – Scorpio season has me in a more negative, brooding mood…I don’t like it. I want to be delulu for once but those days are over…10 of Swords vibe. Having so much knowledge can become a burden.

+ On some more exciting thoughts (at least to me) – the real flex in Astrology is synastry – how your birthchart interacts with someone else’s birthchart. It’s really fascinating to me how a person can influence someone else and vice versa.

+ Oh and just a friendly reminder, if you’re not being authentic with me – mind, body, soul – I have no problem blocking you over and over again. You think you’re clever, but you’re not. You want to take and take but can only give a false image of yourself. You’re not going to get what you want from me or anyone you want to get close to if you’re not being authentic. Just saying.

Like, how can you expect people to be real with you if you can’t be real with them; it goes both ways, remember? You’re the one who told me that.

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Sun 10/25/26 – A lesson is repeated until it is learned. I guess I haven’t learned my lesson and fell for it again. That’s why The Devil tarot card keeps showing up, isn’t it? Venus in Scorpio retrograde. It felt good in that moment, but afterwards…you felt used yet again didn’t you…and they still wanted more. The person kept on demanding for more, but couldn’t give anything in return as usual (Saturn in Cancer in the 8th house – they won’t show me their body or voice even though I gave them so many videos of myself) – just their Plutonic power of “take as much as I can get out of her and control”. Sigh, I really am the stupid one.

I want to tell myself never again but every time I say that, The Wheel of Fortune spins me right back into the karmic wheel.

I know I’m just a kink dispenser to this person and nothing more. I want to get away from them as far as possible, but they’re everywhere online now. Always watching me. I can’t escape. And I know they’re going to read this. And I know they’re going to contact me again in one form or another.

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Tue 9/29/26 – Today I allowed myself to enjoy my most secret pleasure. Even now as I type this I feel completely detached, elated and content that my latest interaction with this person felt so intense yet so balanced – I gave to him and he gave to me. It feels like our mutual attraction to each other got elevated; I got mindfucked with physical results, it was really amazing.

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Sun 9/27/26 – Disclaimer: this may or may not be true but for me it is. They say that in a karmic connection in astrology, there is a deeper reason why a person continues to chase someone beyond just attraction & connection. Perhaps a debt is owed to that person in a past life, where someone died before they could be together. And so that person who died finds that person that they loved in this current life and now has an unexplainable need to have closure with that person they never got to be with. The closest movie that kind of shows this is Bram Stoker’s Dracula – right on time for Venus in Scorpio retrograde; it’s quite erotic.

The debt is paid on my part, it took 3 plus years to pay it off. In case you’re wondering if you owe me anything, you don’t. We are both free now, so let me go and live your life ok? I’ll always love you weirdo but the astrology says we can never be together.

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8/22/26 – When a person you care about consistently disappoints you, eventually you lose your attraction to them. This time, I really hope it’s for good. Thank you for showing me again your true self – the person who only uses people to get what they want then turns around and insults them. I wish you well in life, I really do. Just get your toxic, lame, ugly energy far, far away from me.

A person who tricks you into taking them back to extract the sexual energy that made them feel good then turns around and insults you is an addict and a demon. They don’t love you, they just want to use you. Protect yourself from these energy vampires.

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July 8, 2015
Drawing from 2013.