bookmark_border7/25/26 – Notes on Astrology

Friday 10/9/26:
Trippy…this happened to me 2 weeks ago except this was the very first time I ever dreamed about them. And my Venus is in their 12th house:

if you have repeated dreams of someone & they keep popping up in your dreams, this is usually a sign that they’re thinking of you or they’re trying to get your attention, this ESPECIALLY applies if you’ve recently cut them off, blocked them, or distanced yourself from them. this especially applies to people with planets in their 12th house too. @shawtyastrology


When their Venus appears in your:

9th house – They may expand your horizons, or be a travel buddy. (their Venus in my 9th house)
12th house – You may share a deep & almost unspoken bond. (my Venus in their 12th house)

This is from TimePassagesApp on Instagram


Saw this on Instagram and I had to share it:
At least once in a lifetime, you’ll find someone with whom you have intense chemistry, but it’s important to know that you cannot be with them. Hope this helps. That’s the 8th and 12th house blessing and curse. @vedanshastro


Friday 8/28/26:

I don’t know why women are doing this trend where they put their faces in a reel and add astro placements but this one caught my eye simply because again – 2 of those placements I have with someone. 1 placement I have with my husband. Both are quite intimate.

Saturday 8/8/26:

How I feel about the second arrow situationship: skullfucked because no matter what or how long, I can’t get them out of my mind. So it’s almost like we’re married. Fuck.

So the first arrow is me and my husband, I am the Mars in Leo person. The second arrow has been an ongoing online situationship where we are both Sagittarius suns but the other has Moon in Gemini. That’s fuckin trippy and I don’t know what to do about it. But also, what if you have both placements…does that mean you’re married to yourself? Lol.


Saturday 7/25/26:

saw this on Twitter from @eroticacid and it blew my mind: marriage is the 7th house, but MARRIAGE marriage is the 12th house.

What in the actual fuck. So if my Venus is in someone’s 12th house, does that mean I’m secretly married to them, subconsciously/unconsciously?

So I asked Google: what does having Venus in someone’s 12th house indicate?

Having Venus in the 12th house indicates a deeply private, romantic, and spiritual approach to love, featuring hidden feelings, a need for solitude, and karmic connections. The 12th house rules the subconscious, the unseen, and isolation, while Venus rules love, beauty, and value.

Love and Relationships

  • Secret or unrequited love: Feelings may be kept hidden, unexpressed, or tangled in secret, long-distance, or complicated situations.
  • Karmic bonds: Strong attraction to past-life connections or people from very different cultural backgrounds.
  • Idealistic heart: A tendency to dream of a perfect, unconditional love that can lead to disappointment when faced with everyday reality.

bookmark_borderDrawing: Save the Savages

Tue 9/29/26 – Today I allowed myself to enjoy my most secret pleasure. Even now as I type this I feel completely detached, elated and content that my latest interaction with this person felt so intense yet so balanced – I gave to him and he gave to me. It feels like our mutual attraction to each other got elevated; I got mindfucked with physical results, it was really amazing.

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Sun 9/27/26 – Disclaimer: this may or may not be true but for me it is. They say that in a karmic connection in astrology, there is a deeper reason why a person continues to chase someone beyond just attraction & connection. Perhaps a debt is owed to that person in a past life, where someone died before they could be together. And so that person who died finds that person that they loved in this current life and now has an unexplainable need to have closure with that person they never got to be with. The closest movie that kind of shows this is Bram Stoker’s Dracula – right on time for Venus in Scorpio retrograde; it’s quite erotic.

The debt is paid on my part, it took 3 plus years to pay it off. In case you’re wondering if you owe me anything, you don’t. We are both free now, so let me go and live your life ok? I’ll always love you weirdo but the astrology says we can never be together.

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July 8, 2015
Drawing from 2013.