10/15/2026: Thursday = Jupiter day never lets me down. Today is the 15th – the number of the Devil card in Tarot. 15 = 1+5 = 6, my lifepath number. 6 is The Lovers card in Tarot. You can be bonded to someone in secret and also have true love, my twisted version of balance? Sun in Libra, moon in Sagittarius = balanced relationships & secret adventures. Money & resources flows to me repeatedly and unexpectedly. VI of Pentacles in Tarot = we give and we take.
Kinda random but I learned a new word today from BDSM advice subreddit:
limerence
The complete and final devotion of your actual being to one single person other than yourself in a romantic fashion. Limerence creates a spiritual image with almost divine traits of the person you love that may have nothing to do with their actually existing person. It is a state of mind, fully captivating the heart, soul and spirit, that might last until the end of your life. All your actions, every step you take shall be done for that person you love only. In every hour, on every day you will think of only him or her. The other person’s rejection of you will also be your downfall.
Tuesday 2/10/2026 // Edit: I wanted to add a photo of HK Baphomet and Baphomet from the Occult Tarot deck. Side by side, they look aesthetically pleasing to me.
Feb 3, 2026: I love this particular card – it represents my style – kawaii occult graphics. Also, purple and orange just go together really well. Again this unique HK tarot deck was a limited edition purchase from Etsy years ago so don’t ask where I got it from. But hey, there might be something similar?
I’m sure people who read my blog – including family members – will assume I’m a devil worshipper or satanist just because I’m into occult shit. What most people don’t really know is that the devil isn’t an actual creature – it’s a composite symbol. It represents the material plane – worldy success, addiction, obsession, people, situations or things that ‘bind’ us to them in a negative way (bondage). It’s really just an invisible force that gets projected onto people and things; for example – women, booze, drugs, sex, white people, etc.
Like when people are trying to tempt us, or even something playful as an invite to something fun, daring, or out of the norm – we usually say ‘you’re being the devil right now’.
The Devil is also associated with Capricorn and the number 15.