bookmark_borderPhoto: Memories of the Future MMXV

01/2026 – Just reminiscing about who I was…I think this was the last piece I painted in 2015.


11/2020

Do you ever mourn the person that you once were?

It’s a trip how one’s ego motivates you for a long time. For over 20 years, painting graffiti was all I ever gave a shit about. That and making sure my profession was somewhat creative.

Then my mom died in 2006 and even though I still painted, the desire to paint consistently started to fade away. I’m not going into details, but other people ruined it for me too.

Your consciousness changes over time. You are the same person but different.

I didn’t realize that I would also experience a death of some sorts, but I did. I’ve died over and over.

Copied and pasted from my birth chart report:

Your Sun is in the 10th House of your birth chart meaning that you’re the sort of person who likes to make your mark on the world, in particular through your profession.

 

The Sun is in Sagittarius

Your Sun is in the Zodiac Sign of Sagittarius indicating that you’re a sunny and optimistic individual, with a love of adventure. In fact adventure plays a key role in your life, whether it be literally traveling around the globe, or metaphorically speaking exploring the world of ideas and philosophy. You’re particularly enthusiastic about anything that expands your world and helps you forget about daily chores.

bookmark_borderFree Yourself from Your Own Limitations…

Wed 12/31/2025 – wow so this was me 10 years ago; different office, same place and thankful for how far I’ve come. My chest tattoo was brand new. I am revisiting and rereading things I wrote 10 years ago – yup, still sounds like me but feeling a little bit less lost.


Sep 5, 2020

I know I probably tend to confuse people – as I’m ALWAYS starting up new Instagrams and trying things – I currently have 5 and that’s just for my personal projects.????

I am that eternal fire, a Sagittarius Sun with my home planet being Jupiter – constantly searching for freedom and expansion. Constantly wanting to express different aspects of myself, as I’ve come to realize that now.

It used to frustrate me to no end as to why I can never finish things or be consistent for once. I hated it and would berate myself.

Have you ever known fire to burn consistently? Of course not.

I am understanding myself more as I get older and accepting myself fully. I’ll be 43 in December.

I hope you are too.

This was me from 5 years ago. Even though I had already stopped painting graffiti, I was still trying to be anonymous on the internet and wasn’t comfortable showing my face.

Just know that it takes YEARS to be comfortable in your own skin. It takes time to love and get to know ourselves. Once we truly know ourselves, no one can say anything to us anymore. No one can really hurt us.

bookmark_border050825 – Astrology as a Career – Question with Chat GPT

Since I think about astrology so much, is this a viable career for me? And does it show in my birth chart? Please be brutally honest.


This is a fantastic question—and I will be honest, as requested.

🌟 Short Answer:

Yes, astrology can be a viable career path for you, but it would need to be approached in a way that reflects your specific chart strengths: depth, meaning, independence, authority, and teaching or counseling potential. Your chart doesn’t scream “I’m an astrologer!” in a stereotypical way (like having a 12th House stellium or Pisces Midheaven), but there are strong indications that you could be drawn to astrology as a path of profound insight, transformation, and service—especially if you deliver it your own way.

🔍 Let’s break it down in detail:

  1. Neptune Conjunct Sun in Sagittarius, 10th House
  • This is huge. The 10th House rules career, legacy, public visibility. The Sun here shows you want to shine in your vocation, and Neptune conjunct it suggests a spiritual or symbolic calling.
  • Sagittarius is the sign of philosophy, divination, cosmic patterns, and higher knowledge. Astrology fits.
  • You’re likely not just curious about astrology—you want to embody or teach a system of wisdom.
    Verdict: Strong astrological or metaphysical calling. Big yes here.
  1. Scorpio Midheaven
  • Your Midheaven (career direction) is in Scorpio, which rules depth psychology, hidden knowledge, rebirth, and yes—occult and esoteric subjects.
  • Scorpio MC people often pursue careers involving transformation, mystery, and truth-telling. An astrologer, therapist, or intuitive healer would all fall under this umbrella.
    Verdict: YES—this is one of the classic placements for careers in astrology, therapy, energy healing, and metaphysical work.
  1. 8th House Pluto & Uranus
  • The 8th House rules astrology, occult studies, death/rebirth cycles, and psychological depths. Having Pluto (its ruler) here, along with Uranus (planet of astrology and sudden insight), is extremely telling.
  • You’re probably drawn to astrology not just for fun, but for its power to reveal what’s hidden and transform lives.
    Verdict: YES—this is the house of astrologers, tarot readers, therapists, sex educators, or any field involving taboo-breaking, psychology, or deep transformation.
  1. Mercury in Capricorn, 11th House
  • Mercury is your thinking and communication style. In Capricorn, you’re likely serious, structured, and strategic with your words. You may not be the most “floaty mystical” communicator, but you ground complex ideas—ideal for making astrology accessible to others.
  • In the 11th House (community, social reform, collective guidance), Mercury shows that you could communicate knowledge to groups, especially through writing, teaching, or online content.
    Verdict: Strong potential for bringing structure to complex knowledge (like astrology) in a public or group-based setting.
  1. Saturn in the 7th House
  • Saturn here brings a serious, committed approach to one-on-one relationships—a must for private client work. This could also show a slow but steady path to building a clientele or audience. You may need time to build your confidence in serving others through something “nontraditional” like astrology.
    🟨 Verdict: Not a neon sign, but solid potential for serious, professional client-based work.
  1. Jupiter in Cancer in the 6th House
  • Jupiter shows expansion and meaning. In the 6th House, it blesses your daily work, especially if it nurtures or supports others. Cancer wants emotional resonance, meaning you’ll thrive in helping roles.
    Verdict: Yes—this supports a role where you provide emotional or spiritual nourishment, including through astrology.

🚨 Brutally Honest Considerations

Now for the realistic, sobering notes:

⚠️ It will take time.

  • You have the long-game indicators: Capricorn Mercury, Saturn in the 7th. You’d likely succeed slowly, through experience, discipline, and mastery, not through a fast viral TikTok.

⚠️ You must define your niche.

  • Your chart isn’t about being a “cookie-cutter astrologer.” You’d thrive building your own system or voice—possibly combining astrology with writing, psychology, coaching, or something deeply personal and creative. Generic horoscopes might bore you. Deep synastry or karmic work? That’s more your style.

⚠️ Burnout is real for introverts.

  • If you take on too many clients, or make yourself too accessible, your emotional bandwidth may suffer. Your Scorpio MC and Pluto in the 8th demand emotional depth, which can be draining. Be selective and intentional.

Summary: Is Astrology Viable for You?

Astrological Factor Indicator for Astrology? Notes
Sun–Neptune in Sag, 10th House ✅ Strong Yes Spiritual calling + public career
Scorpio Midheaven ✅ Strong Yes Deep, transformative path
Pluto/Uranus in 8th ✅ Yes Hidden knowledge, occult interests
Mercury in Capricorn, 11th ✅ Yes Structured thinking + group sharing
Saturn in 7th 🟨 Maybe Slow build, serious client work
Jupiter in Cancer, 6th ✅ Yes Healing work, daily spiritual support