Still mourning off and on in this ‘in-between’ state where I’m neither happy or sad. I miss my friend. She visits me in my morning meditations, but she doesn’t say anything. She smiles and just stares at me with a little smile, listening to my inner dialogue. Perhaps I need to stop expecting her to say something and appreciate the fact the she even shows up.
We’re in the middle of a forest clearing. The trees are black and the ground is white like snow, but it isn’t cold. There’s a fire going in front of me (which is the sound I meditate to when I have Insight Timer on) and when I say her name, she shows up and is already sitting right across from me. All the bunnies she’s ever had (lots of them) are there hopping around and being cute.
She left me a comment on Facebook 10 years ago today. She knew my birthday was coming up and knew that it was hard for me still since my mom had passed away 3 years before. She was always so thoughtful and said the nicest things.
Anyways here is a photo that I took yesterday morning. I love the colors of this one.
I told her of my plans to see Aurora Borealis, hopefully by my next birthday. In my mind’s eye we both looked up and saw the lights together dancing above the forest. We held hands, it was beautiful.
beautiful. I haven’t been able to rest my mind to meditate in a while, just busy dreams that don’t stay well after waking. I’m happy you’re “there”.
Where would do you think you’d like to travel to see Aurora Borealis?
I can’t help but always think of this so I made this gif…. lol
https://frinkiac.com/video/S07E21/6cWGH2zn60ZwiQbklrVJPQnse7U=.gif
Thanks Paula. I’m thinking of starting local first: either Fairbanks, Alaska or Yukon, Canada. I researched a couple of places there that already seem cool.
I googled those locations to see them on map, deep in the country, I love it!!
<3 love you, por vida.