bookmark_borderFound: Death and Taxes

Praise Jebus, I just got done doing our taxes. This year I went with FreeTaxUSA; I should’ve switched over sooner but I got comfortable doing my taxes with TurboTax since they already have my info.

Two things that are true in this world: death and taxes; you’re going to die at some point, AND you’re going to have to pay taxes for the money (income) that you make.

Some random images that I held onto regarding death & taxes. Adulting sucks sometimes; you make more money, therefore you pay more taxes. Sigh.

You might be wondering as I have been myself – why tf should we continue to pay taxes if the entire system was, is and always will be corrupt? The short answer is: for the people. The USA is on the verge of collapse due to Pluto in Aquarius but people still gotta eat and pay their bills. Not everyone has the resources to fight the system, but at the same time nothing can ever be the same either.

Just some food for thought.

bookmark_borderA Bob’s Burgers VDay Card – IYKYK

A lot of people asked me when I used to paint – why tf did I pick the name “SHERM”? Do you smoke it??

The truth is, I had a homie that wrote “SHROOM”. At the time we were just young, dumb little taggers and into drugs (mostly weed, acid and shrooms lol). I never did sherm though, I didn’t even know what it was until much later on (it’s a marijuana joint laced with PCP). The only reason I started writing “SHERM” was because it sounded cool and the letters really flow together whether I wrote it, tagged it, or painted the letters in spraypaint – they just went really well together.

So yeah…that’s it. That’s the big secret. Honestly hated that name after a while, but I don’t regret painting it.

Edit: oh btw, if you’re thinking about talking shit to me about “stealing my name or whatever” – take the name, IRDGAF. I’m just an old lady now reminiscing about it.

bookmark_borderBecome a Ghost, Fuck Attention

Dec 28, 2025: I’m going to ghost even harder for 2026…or maybe do the opposite? Anything goes at this point, amirite? If you are reading this — may you have love, money, magick, health, wealth and success on your own terms. May you be free from suffering. And so it is. Blessed be.


July 18, 2025: I have shapeshifted into another NSFW online persona. IYKYK. Stay occult, stay mysterious. Not everyone is meant to be seen or known right away. I know now that this is how I prefer to exist online. Fire and Air.


Sept 18, 2024: Still living by these words. Playing another character in this game called Life so we can continue to live where we live.


It’s February 2023 and I’m getting closer to living by these words. I pretty much can’t stand Instagram anymore. I feel like, if I’m going to waste that many hours online I might as well get paid for it.


July 2021: I posted this last year; except for the hustle part, this quote is still true for me so I’m bumping it up. I really don’t have a whole lot to say these days. The internet is weird so it’s better to move in silence…

I will say this though – it’s Leo season and I miss my favorite Leo: Roxy.


December 7, 2020: Even though social media is a big part of my day job (used to be), I’m not a fan of it as much these days. If you follow me on ANY of my Instagrams then you know I’m also not very consistent with any of them anymore. My internet life has gotten a lot quieter and I actually don’t mind. I think when I got suspended on Twitter in August 2020 (and it was for good btw, even though Twitter said in an email that I didn’t actually commit any violations ((ok, then wtf))), it gave me time to really think about what it is I enjoy doing.

And right now, social media annoys tf outta me, I find that I need more frequent breaks from it. I don’t have the same attention span. Which is why I haven’t been posting as much. It’s not directed towards anyone in particular either, I still scroll daily but not as much.

Also, since the top social media platforms have been heavy handed with the censorship, it’s pointless for me to promote anything adult. So in some ways, it’s pointless to post on social media.

I really like writing and meditation. And yes, even blogging (I still hate that word). It gives me time to hear myself instead of hearing everyone on Instagram or Twitter.

So yeah, I found this on Ice-T’s Instagram. It says:

Become a ghost.

Fuck attention. Just hustle.

p.s. I miss my ghost friend, Roxy???? – she loved to blog.

bookmark_borderThe Houses in Astrology

Explain to me in plain terms what the houses represent in astrology


Great question 🌟 — let me explain the houses as simply and clearly as possible. Think of the 12 houses in astrology as 12 different rooms in your life. Each house represents a different area of experience. The planets and signs that fall into those houses show how you experience those areas.


🏠 The 12 Houses in Plain Terms

  1. 1st House – Self & Identity
    The mask you wear, your body, how you meet the world.
    (Your Ascendant/Rising is here — your first impression energy.)

  2. 2nd House – Money & Values
    Finances, possessions, what you find valuable, your self-worth.

  3. 3rd House – Communication & Learning
    How you speak, write, think, siblings, short trips, early learning.

  4. 4th House – Home & Family
    Your roots, family of origin, home life, emotional foundation.

  5. 5th House – Pleasure & Creativity
    Romance, fun, children, hobbies, art, creativity, play.

  6. 6th House – Work & Health
    Daily routines, job environment, health habits, service to others.

  7. 7th House – Relationships
    Partnerships (romantic, business), marriage, one-to-one bonds.

  8. 8th House – Shared Resources & Transformation
    Sex, intimacy, other people’s money, inheritance, deep change, power, rebirth.

  9. 9th House – Exploration & Beliefs
    Travel, philosophy, higher education, spirituality, worldview.

  10. 10th House – Career & Public Life
    Your reputation, ambitions, career path, what you’re known for.
    (Your Midheaven is here — your “public mask.”)

  11. 11th House – Community & Future
    Friends, groups, networks, goals, the vision of your future.

  12. 12th House – The Unseen & Spirituality
    Dreams, intuition, solitude, secrets, subconscious, endings, hidden strengths.


✨ Easy Analogy

Imagine life is a house with 12 rooms:

  • Planets are the furniture and people in each room.

  • Signs are the style or vibe of each room.

  • Houses are the function of the room (kitchen vs bedroom vs office).

So for example: Mars in your 7th house → Mars (drive, fire, desire) shows up in the “room” of partnerships → you’re fiery, assertive, or dominant in one-to-one relationships.


Would you like me to go one step further and map your own chart’s planets into this “12 rooms” analogy so you can see how your life-house setup looks in plain terms?

bookmark_borderMeme Dump #5

7/22/25 – Found another meme from the archives with Ozzy (RIP) in it. And yes, this is still relevant to my life.


From August 16, 2020:

Hearing myself talk outloud about the occult, magic, metaphysics, witchcraft and astrology:

What the fuck am I talking about.

Image description: photo of Ozzy Osbourne with subtitles “What the fuck am I talking about.” I’m guessing it’s from The Osbournes.

bookmark_borderOnly Fans – Meme Dump #4

October 17, 2024: Time for a yearly update I suppose. I’m still on there. I make money sometimes but not a whole lot because I simply suck at promoting myself and sending out PPV’s, I’d rather not actually. It’s so contradictory but I really wish I could hide and be invisible most of the time.


December 16, 2023: My oh my have I evolved from the first time I wrote this. I feel like a different person now, still very introverted though. I’m not a popular OF girl and I don’t aim to be (I still value privacy and peace of mind) but I am making a little bit of money here & there. It certainly won’t replace my fulltime job but it helps.


May 18, 2023: Wow, time is strange. I was just going through the stuff I wrote here and came across this again. It’s 2023 and I started an OnlyFans again. Learning a lot, as usual; I didn’t know wtf I was doing in 2020 on OF but now I kinda do. I also have been behind the scenes for so long that it’s quite an adjustment to be marketing & promoting myself.


Aug 16, 2020: So I want to go on Only Fans just to try it out, because you know…I like to try things and experiment.

BUT!

I don’t want to be nude or sexy on there at all. I want to be the opposite of what everyone else is on there: awkward and wholesome…or awkward, but with a dirty mouth.

Or maybe I should be a mean girl. I confess that I enjoy being mean and talking shit.

Working in the adult entertainment industry for 10 years now, I’ve seen enough nudity in my life to last me a 1000+ lifetimes. I don’t want to join the porn tribe, I just want to be me.

Anyways, I just want to prove a point: that you can be on there, make money WITHOUT being sexy.

I’ve been dwelling on the idea for a few weeks now, so there must be something there. Also, it will motivate me to get better at creating content again, which I have been terrible at lately. I was doing okay for a while doing random talking videos to get better at talking but it seems I’ve lost interest.

And if you know me, then you know I tend to lose interest in things. And because of it, I always feel like I’m starting over again.

bookmark_borderReminiscing Over An Old Identity

This video was filmed 13 years ago – the year was 2011, when I was still painting graffiti. I was pretty chunky too, haha. I like how my piece came out btw. Oh and the comments are funny too now that I look back at it; I actually avoided reading them for a long time because feelings or even watching this video because of my weight. Of course most guys always have something gross to say.

Time is so wild.

Painted with WINK and Angel179 for Art Primo.

bookmark_borderWhen You’re Sick and Tired of All the Motivational Quotes…

The internet is becoming a wasteland, isn’t it? You’ve probably heard every single inspirational, motivational quote out there. I’m sure we ALL have. It makes you roll your eyes or make that puking face, doesn’t it?

The meme says:

It’s never too late to start believing in yourself.

Vlad the Impaler didn’t even start impaling people until his mid-30s.

*Also, don’t get me wrong. I love getting motivated and inspired, we all need it. I just don’t wanna hear it or see it ALL the time.