I’m writing this down before it slips away.
Some people get clear messages with absolute clarity that they should be doing something or not…
I don’t. Instead, my interests are led by it. I just realized this now, so I had to write it down immediately.
Like if I really like doing something, I’ll be into it. I’ll put lots of energy into learning it, investing time and money even.
For a while I really thought that becoming a Web Developer would be my path. But it’s clear now that it’s not. I tried applying myself a few times and it just would not gel. I look back now on the few times I’ve tried to apply for school and I kept being blocked by something inconvenient. I was forcing it.
Combining all the things I’m into now (art/design/marketing/magick) and really making it my own little thing, is where I feel like I’m truly thriving. I can actually feel my sense of purpose.
I guess what I’m trying to say is, trust yourself to make the right decisions. You are going the right way even though it might not seem like it, it might not even make sense at first.
I got into crystals & stones in 2012 not knowing that I would setup a crystal shop 5 years later, learn how to heal myself and in the process become a healer too.
I followed my interests and it led me to finding my true self and my true purpose. Life is trippy.