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Updates & Random Thoughts:
Dec 12/20/24:
Today marks 18 years since my mom passed away. Time is still accelerating at an insane pace.
Nov 11/10/24:
My mom visited me Friday night via this song; it’s still stuck in my head so I know she’s closeby <3. I usually expect a Christian song but I remember this one as one of her favorite songs as well.
Dec 12/20/23:
Today marks 17 years since my mom passed away. The concept of time feels so strange as one ages, it literally speeds up.
Apr 04/16/23:
Welp, Instagram suspended my account. If you were following me on there then you’d know which one I was referring to.
Apr 04/12/23:
BRB, I’m currently playing another character in this game called life.
Apr 04/01/23:
What does it feel like to have a mutable fire sign as your sun, and a cardinal air sign as your moon?
One tends to burn bright, then burn out then restarts itself all over again, while the other “starts” things but doesn’t necessarily complete them. The big issue with this combo is inconsistency.
Wed 03/08/23:
Stop exploiting others and start exploiting yourself for money…sex work is work.
Mon 02/27/23:
2023 is just flying by, isn’t it? Every year, I become more of a shapeshifter…always becoming something else.
Fri 12/30/22:
I wrote this on my Facebook 8 years ago today:
Why do we still get mad when people copy or emulate our style? From a spiritual standpoint we’re all supposed to be “one” and “interconnected” and yet our individual selves still want to compete & be number one. Sigh. Living in a human body is a contradictory experience.
Tues 12/20/22:
Today marks 16 years since my mom passed away.
Wed 11/09/22:
Everything looks so much cooler in black.
Oh and just a reminder for those of us who are forgetful: if you still think Thanksgiving is a benevolent holiday National Day of Mourning.
Mon 10/31/22:
If you’re not paying attention to me, why would I pay attention to you? I spent a lot of time in the past giving my time to people who just never reciprocated or bothered to keep the friendship alive. It’s okay though; I moved on and let them go, you should probably do the same…
on that same note, I also admit that I’m not a very good friend either. Introverted, but quite generous to my closest friends when we do hang out (Jupiter in Cancer in the 5th house).
Sun 08/21/22:
A meme I saw that I deeply resonate with:
“it’s almost time to put away my black summer clothes and bring out my black fall clothes” @itsPKav
Sun 08/14/22:
Have you ever been friends with someone on a psychic/astral level but not on a physical level, even though you both exist simultaneously?
Like for whatever reason (past beef, friend drama & politics) you can’t be friends BUT you still have so much in common that you kind of ARE friends on a non physical level? Hard to describe, I know.
Wed 06/29/22: I’m back. Let’s see how long this lasts…
6/23/22: My WordPress sites keep going down, including this one. I don’t know if I’m going to put it back up, I’m sick & tired of being cyber attacked via WordPress. I’m tired, damn it!
Old school HTML for now, or forever.
Sat 05/07/22: I feel as if I’ve had an existential crisis from the day I was born…
Fri 12/31/21: Again, the more I study astrology the more I disagree with the Gregorian calendar. Just saying. Not until we’re in Aries/Spring Equinox will it feel like a new year/new cycle to me.
Tue 12/28/21:
Enjoy your life in private, oversharing just ruins everything.
Mon 9/13/21:
Unless they’re actually missing and you need the public’s help in finding them or your page is set to private; do you have your kid’s consent to put their face on social media? Don’t you care about their privacy and protecting them from potential creeps?
Just food for thought, I guess.
Sat 8/07/21:
My crystal shop website has been getting spammed with fake accounts, so I had to take it down along with this one. This one’s back up but will need some fixing – like putting the images back and stuff.
Mon 7/26/21: I’ve become Saturn’s old lady lately, a timekeeper and financial witch. All I’ve been thinking about is how to live simply/frugally while saving for retirement. This mother aims to be a 3-millionaire or at least a 1.5-2 millionaire but let’s aim high; as a Libra moon I need to grow old comfortably with my partner. That or it’s my Jupiter in Cancer.
Fri 5/14/21:
May all beings be liberated.
Tue 4/13/21:
You know when people say: I want things to go back to ‘normal’, to me I imagine:
– a mass shooting nearly every other week. Meanwhile more taxes, laws & restrictions for actual, responsible gun owners.
– more racial violence
– more white privilege
I didn’t even have to imagine it. I’m already seeing it in an early reopening because you’re so eager to have things get back to normal.🙄
The truth is: it was never normal, you were living in an illusion.
Tue 3/30/21: Take nothing for granted because tomorrow isn’t promised to anyone. Lately whenever I wake up the next morning, I ask myself ‘what does my soul want to experience today?’
Fri 3/05/21:
On the morning near the exact time when Tabby was put to sleep, the Moon was squaring Pluto in Capricorn. Heavy shit, right? I can’t get over how eerie that is, as Pluto is literally the planet of death.
In LLewellyn’s Daily Planetary Guide it says:
“Pluto is head of the department of Death, Destruction, and Decay. He’s in charge of things that have to happen, and he disposes of situations that have gone past the point of no return, where the only solution is to “let go”.”
Wed 2/24/21:
Saturn Trine Natal Moon: makes me want to disappear and just be anonymous on the internet like the old days.
Mon 2/15/21:
Tomorrow is the day when we say goodbye to Tabby. Even with all the meds and subcu fluids we’ve administered, she is no longer eating and barely drinking any water. I hate this but we can’t let her suffer any longer.
Wed 2/10/21:
If all you did was learn to love yourself in this lifetime, that should be good enough right?
Sun 2/07/21:
Super Spreader Sunday!
I read an article online with Dr. Anthony Fauci saying that it will take about 7 years to get 75-85% of the US population vaccinated.
Fri 2/05/21:
Me: I can’t WAIT to bitch about traffic again…
…
Universe: here you go, bitch.
Wed 1/28/21:
The establishment (Wall Street) versus the people (Reddit) = Saturn square Uranus in Aquarius. Source: Starheal
Wed 1/20/21:
Last night’s power outage was actually magical and a bit spooky due to the high winds; people’s homes went dark and the house we occupy was making creaking sounds. Good thing we had candles, so I lit them, breathed deeply and appreciated the moment to be still. The moon was also out, half-lit and blurry. Outage must’ve lasted for about 6 hours.
Tue 1/19/21:
Me everytime I hear or see the word ‘influencer’:
????
Thu 1/14/21:
Witches and magical people spend a lot of time letting go of things (thoughts, repetitive/negative patterns of behavior, people) that no longer serve them. Why? It’s really the best thing one can do for themselves.
Sat 1/9/21:
45 and I have one thing in common:
we’re both permanently suspended from Twitter.
Thu 1/7/21:
Everyone who doesn’t have white privilege: I hate it here.
Also everyone who doesn’t have white privilege: I have nowhere else to go. Love it or hate it, this is my home.
“HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
Thu 12/31/20: The more I study astrology the more I disagree with the Gregorian calendar. I prefer the Zodiac calendar which is in line with the actual cycle of the seasons.
It would also be great to incorporate 13 moons and 28 day cycles. Indigenous ancients timed everything with the cosmos; why can’t we go back to that?
Mon 12/28/20: Learn to disagree with people’s thoughts and opinions about a subject without attacking them.
Wed 12/23/20: HAPPY FESTIVUS!! My favorite fantasy holiday tbh.????????????
Sidenote: I’m feeling energetically pumped, for no reason. Must be the moon in Aries these last couple of days.
Sun 12/20/20: Today marks 14 years since my mom left her human body to become one with Spirit.
Thu 12/17/20: Who is that weird bitch that has rocks in their office?
It’s me, I’m Weird Bitch.
Wed 12/02/20: Remember: likes and follows don’t pay the bills.
Mon 11/16/20: If you still think Thanksgiving is a benevolent holiday, I want to remind you about National Day of Mourning.
I’d much rather start Christmas early.
Thu 11/05/20: Are you having another existential crisis? Yeah, same here.
Oh and this WordPress theme is officially broken. I don’t want to change it but I have to eventually.
Why did I upgrade my Photoshop to the latest version? Now it’s acting dumb and wasting my time.????????????
Thu 10/29/20: Getting older means you will lose your loved ones along the way, which will make you sad. At the same time, you will also be thankful that you got to experience the love from these people while they were here on earth.
Thu 10/22/20: A year ago today was when I found out that Roxy had passed.????
I hardly promote this but I am available for Tarot readings via Zoom if you are seeking spiritual guidance. Email: crystalhealerla@gmail.com to make an appointment.
Mon 10/12/20: Today is Indigenous People’s Day. Let’s acknowledge that we are living on stolen land everyday and to give honor and respect to the true ancestors and descendants of this land. Also, reciprocate those who are educating you online. Give with your wallet and support their business, especially to BIPOC (Black, Indigenous People of Color).
Tues 9/01/20: Part of my marketing experiment is to see whether I can make money on Only Fans without being nude.
Thurs 8/27/20: I started up a new Instagram. It will be a marketing experiment as my work and real life are pretty much intertwined at this point. Follow: @xsavethesavagesx
Mon 8/24/20: Instagram has decided to start bombarding me with ads and people I “should” follow. Why? Well DUH…you, me and your mom are using their app for FREE. Of course they can do whatever they want. They probably have all our data too.????
Which is why I keep saying: create. your. own. property. Do you have a lot of followers you want to stay in touch with? Sounds old school but add a forum or a message board to your website. Or use Discord. Don’t rely on social media for anything anymore as they will try to silence you, change the algorithm to make you pay for more “views” on your content or show you more ads. Pretty much all of the above.
Sun 8/16/20: My website has officially become a dump for all my favorite memes. And I’m still suspended on Twitter. Fuck it.
Wed 8/5/20: Strange. All of my accounts have been suspended from Twitter and I have no idea why. If I make any more accounts they will suspend those too. Sigh, oh well.
The funny thing about Twitter is: they allow some things like porn and racism, but don’t allow other things within the same exact category (porn and racism).
Sat 7/4/20: Happy Farce of July!
Sun 5/31/20: I am in solidarity with the protesters, please protect & take care of yourselves and your friends. No justice, no peace!
Tues 5/26/20: I create separate online identities so that if I get bored with one, I can just go tend to another.